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Chocolate?

2011-12-22T00:33:00.004+08:00

The tittle above?? Well, the post this time have got nothing to do with chocolate. Just that I began getting addicted into reading these days. Currently reading The Chocolate Run...HAH!! There's where my title came from. Even so, the book didn't really talk much about people running for marathon for chocolate. From what I see from the book, chocolate is love??

Anyway, these days I have been working in my mom's office where I used to work when I was young. Since young, I was not really going out with my friends and etc but always learning up being mature knowing adults stuff beside love like how my parents have ever wanted. I am not going continue babbling about my emo-ness these days. Thinking about it, I am still pissed with it. Though I can find that someone to cheer me up who always did and grateful for having him, this time I am going persistently not to look for him.

5 more days to Christmas, I actually do have the spirit after listening so many Christmas songs but going back Ipoh during Christmas is a BAD idea and I will be seeing someone who I just fought yesterday. 22 December every year is Winter Solstice Festival which my favourite part about this festival is we get to eat "Tong Yuen" in Cantonese or "Tang Yuan" in Mandarin. Its is called glutinous rice ball in English. Though there's is always have the ready made all year round that sole in the supermarkets, but eating the ones handmade by ownself is always taste soooo much better.

Here you go, tong yuens that I made for the whole night long. I actually made everything with an aunt along. Both of us did everything. Made quite a lot but there were only white and pink :D

Holiday Weddings Part 2

2011-12-19T01:08:00.021+08:00

Here comes the Holiday Weddings Part 2. I am very sure that you will think where the Part 1 goes to. Well the first wedding I attend was a Malay kenduri which was last Saturday. And last 2 nights, I have been in one wedding. First it was the Bachelor's Night and then the wedding dinner. Funny thing is that I don't really know the groom also. I have only seen his younger brothers when I was really young.

As usual when there's weddings, you have to give people back something. Usually malays they will give a present but the chinese will give money :) However this time, we gave a dozen of Australian made red wines. And trust me it was really heavy cause I was the one carrying everything.

Let's meet Cayla Ng Tze Teng which is my cousin's daughter which also my one year old niece whom I adored. Cute isn't she?

Bachelor's Night wasn't as fun as I expected. Reading western stories and watching the western movies, I always thought there will be like strippers or something but I forgot I was in Malaysia.*paiseh*. And the so called invited by the groom and the family, I was only guessing which one was the groom and I got it wrong. I mistakenly thought the groom was one of the friends instead. HE WAS SO FREAKING QUIET!!

There goes the wedding day and the dinner at night. Was in Sri Petaling which was nearby the house which held the night before. Overseas restaurant, NO COMMENT!! It was really small, dislike that place. And for one thing next time when I have wedding dinner, I will ban karaoke. Some of them just choose an inappropraite song to sing..like those emo and break up song. Totally chinese wedding dinners.

So happen my mom and I wore black and yellow outfit. It was totally not planned. We just realised when someone comments on it. I wore this short yellow dress and with black belt and 4-inch high heel shoes.

And this is my 2 year old cousin, Pang Pik Han. Call her Han Han or her nickname "ANGRY BIRD". She is totally act like one when she screams out of no where. Not as angelic as Teng Teng aka Cayla.

And my drunken grandfather dancing suddenly to entertain Han Han and it was really epic because he is not into the fun grandfather...more into a strict one I see.

What got me into surprised was that, the groom's parents came over and told us that the bunch of guys who were the brides and grooms friends want to know me. But the parents quickly said cannot cos my mom is a lawyer. If play, then die. LMAO!!!

P/S : My bloggie something wrong though.

Not Ready

2011-12-14T01:03:00.005+08:00

It's because my parents think that I am being too lifeless during the holidays which I am not really and I am being a good daughter by saving up 2k for my parents, I REGISTERED for my 1st year Law course.

Of course, I was given my time table and thank god that it wasnt as pathetic as my A-Levels but the number of books to study and read increase a lot.

Here you go!!

Books for the 1st year.

17 all together with 3 DVDs.

Thats like real lot to study next year. FML!!! Besides that my finals is in August. Basically there's only 7 months of studying everything. ~!@#$%^&*()_+

Got a bad news today by Mr. Aria telling me and my mom that A-Levels result coming out on the 1st day of CNY. And he suggested that my mom should call him early morning on that day before giving me anpau. I am FUCKED!!!

Spoil all my Gong Xi Fa Cai mood

ISHHHH!!!

I shall enjoy the coming Christmas mood then.

Worth It?

2011-12-08T00:16:00.003+08:00

"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,

show life that you have a thousand reason to smile"

I have read this quote above somewhere and this sentence is the reason why I became so strong. Though yes I did breakdown before but after crying I will always think of this. Some stuff is just not worth to cry for. Whenever I am sad over something, I always tell myself not to cry and I will always try to make my lips curve upwards. Though heart got stab many times, tell the self that it is not worth to cry. This is because life doesn't put their feet in your shoes. Soon, life will fit perfectly in your shoes and everything will be clear.

Dear,

Everything is gonna be clear soon.

Don't worry too much.

Just let it be like a flow.

Bali (26 Nov - 3 Dec)

2011-12-06T01:42:00.060+08:00

I went for Bali for a week. And so far the trip was just an OK, it was quite boring as me facing my parents alone while they date and me #foreveralone.

I was suppose to blog about each day but all thanks to my dad who reformat my camera and all the pictures...ALL DELETED :( and now my camera got some problems that need to sent to see doctor. Luckily there's a few pictures taken with dad's Samsung S2 phone for the first few days picture.

On the first day, touch down in Depansar Airport around 7.30pm. It was my step down to Bali island after 10 years. My first time there was when I was 8. And now 18 for the 2nd time in Bali. Stayed at this quite high class hotel Ristata Resort & Spa. The hotel was quite nice and it was situated in South Kuta.

My first sunset in Bali. It was on the second day and it wasn't that nice or great as it was kinda cloudy. I see it at the beach behind Discovery Mall at Kuta.

Mom and I camwhored while waiting for our drinks.

Pictures taken in Tanah Lot. However the sunset there again upsets me..it was CLOUDY again.

Saw some nice statue in the island.
We went for this shopping mall called Bali Galleria which was suppose to be duty free but everything in there was so expensive. It is where Planet Hollywood situated too.
Notice something?? One whole family wearing the same shirt walking around. Kinda cool, right? We bought the shirts at some lorong markets in Kuta. Its Near the Kuta Square. But of course the prices, you must bargain more than half the price.
This is Kuta Square where a row of shops where you can shop till you drop. Billabong, Roxy, Quiksilver, Oreef, Polo, Ralph Lauren, Rip Curl and etc you can find there. Few years ago, cousins went and they told me it was very cheap but this time I go, nothing was cheap. Blame the inflation perhaps.
The ever forever jam in Kuta. Never ever sit car or taxi in to move around in Kuta itself. It is always jam. In a short distance can jam for hours.

Kuta Beach!!!!

Cool dog, isn't it?

Surfing (Y)!! Even kids learn too. I was this close to learn it and I will go back there one day to learn it.

Sunset blocked by clouds again :(

Hard Rock!!! Hard Rock is just in front o Kuta Beach.
The concept inside and outside of this Hard Rock is really different compare to the KL one. There's this giant guitar placed in the bar side (picture below)

I was actually suppse to take picture with my mom but some Balinese shoo my mom away to take picture with me. It was kinda awkward that time.

Went to Bersakih where it is the oldest and biggest temple in Bali. Forget to tell you all that Bali is a very religious island where they are Hinduism. Though Indonesia is an Islamic country but most people in Bali are Hindus which consist of 2-3 million of people.

So far this is the nicest picture I took with my mom.
Coffee....Their very own Bali Coffee. This is a new agriculture for Bali as they only started a few years ago.

Went to Uluwatu where the temple built at the cliff and there's a lot of monkeys there too. However these type of monkeys seem to be more wild compared to the Ubud ones. They are quite fierce too. There's a monkey actually attacked me by snatching my slipper that I was wearing and walking on. That moment was really epic. So don't ever get cheated by their cuteness.

Standing at the cliff and looking down was kinda cool. Anytime you can just jump down and dive in but I still don't have the guts to do that.

After that, went fro dinner in Jimbaran Beach. Finally, the sunset there was the nicest. Had an open air dinner at the beach.

Some musicians entertain everybody by going table to table through singing and their instruments.

People there are so religious that they even had a day for the cars prayers.
Waiting in the hotel lobby.

I was suppose this post after coming back but my laziness to do anything can help me out.

3am - cant sleep now.

I shall continue watching dramas.

when the rays ban

2011-11-26T00:28:00.003+08:00

Bought Ray Ban sunglasses today which cost RM600 but of course it's kinda expensive. But it is my first RAY BAN!!! My dad's sunglasses are all Ray Bans. I actually love all the Ray Bans design even the old original ones.

I am actually not at all excited about my trip to Bali which is in 12 hours time. Parents going and nobody at my age is going. It is a sad thing about being the only child, its either I face my strict parents or the 4 walls. I always wanted to meet new people and talk to random people but with parents around are always hard. Just hope that this trip won't be bored.

because the dawn does breaks

2011-11-24T21:44:00.008+08:00

A day out with Boon Hoe and Jasmine was like not that bad after all though there's many times we just S-T-O-N-E-D. Its been like sooooooooooooooooo looooong that we actually hang out. The last was BBQ Party?? Damn long.

Went all the way to Sunway Pyramid despite of me waking up late and BH have to wait for me..still feel bad, SORRY!! And Jasmine fail in her directions around Sunway Pyramid when her college is just beside it. You seriously got to learn up that place, even BH and I know better than you! HAHAHAH :D And you really a nerd now.

No idea what to do,

we walk

walk

and walk

till we ended up in

KLCC.

Please do ignore our retard face and that was taken with Muthu (which I have no idea why is it called that name) and we were at Petrosains.

Since we were unable to meet up Adeline and Charleen so ended up watching Breaking Dawn Part 1.

So this movie, I thought that it will also be boring like the others as the past one really do dissapoint me as it was not as good as the book. But for this one, it was more interesting though I already know what will happen since I have read the book long ago but it was still not that bad. I would not give strong recommendations for this movie but if you are not so a Twillight fan, it depends wheteher you wants to watch or not. The wedding of Edward Cullen and Isabella Swan was beautiful. My beautiful was meant as in the place setted up, wedding gown and even wedding shoe. What I am not anticipating was the part 2 where more vampires coming out?P/S - I am never going to watch movies with Jasmine anymore who shows no excitement or reaction. *the stone face and cold reaction*

because it ends

2011-11-22T23:43:00.006+08:00

IT'S OVER!!!

My whole year waited long for 22 November that marked the date where my final and last paper of Cambridge A-Levels exam, it's over. Like finally!! It is the holiday I am actually more excited about the holiday instead of the no-studying. It is not that I worked extremely hard compared to those A* students. And one of them which is Yee Wei asked me when am I paying my 1st year of LLB Law fees and start studying the 16 Law text books ==' (you seriously shock me! take a break)

After exam went for Snowflake in Midvalley and thats for my lunch. Sooner or later, people will be scolding me on my unhealthy diet. Then walk over to the Gardens Borders for novel/story books. I know you must me thinking WHO THE HELL READS AFTER EXAM?? Well, me I guessed and some few friends. As I stepped in to that store..my heart was like OMG!! I want to read this, read that. In my mind was like there's soooo many interesting books to read.

But then of course, I am always shortage of money. Then came back, told my mom about books books books once i steeped in her car. As my mom don't really enocourage me in buying books, she actually did bought for me after convincing her for so long and we had Haagen-Daz and everything was on her ♥

Bought 3 books that wrote by Dorothy Koomson

and

another book was borrowed from Eunice

Though it's already holiday but I think among all my friends that who have holidays too, I am the busiest. What to do? Busy woman here..heheheh :D

Happy Holidays, everyone!

NEXT?

2011-11-20T15:50:00.005+08:00

In everydays life, people's brains always works in the form as :

What to say?

What are we going to do next?

What to do?

What is going to happen?

Yes, indeed after staying up whole night and only sleep at 6.30am till 11am not studying but watching some dramas, do make me think alot. It is not only because of movies or dramas but there's a friend that I hardly talk to find me at 5am telling me can't sleep because of worrying about future.

Well, it does make me think a lot too after that. Whether am I in the correct path of life? I really hope so...choices about career life is hard to be determine as there are many things I would like to do but restricted to do so. Moreover about love life, which most people around me thinks that many guys would go after me but sadly NO. So far the ONLY person who ever confessed was in Form 2. I haven't have a real boyfriend, beat that! Sad case right? But still I am not that sad over it thought I as a simple girl aslo do want to have the feel how being in relationship feels like.

So dear friend,

If you are reading this, I really do hope that you can patch back up your life soon. No matter what happens, do cherish the people around you no matter your loved ones or your enemy. In life, everybody do have their own obstacles and problems. Do not ever avoid and ignore about it. face the problems whole heartedly. Even if you fail, you will gain another experience. Weakness if one self will make you learn more about the own self. I admit that I do have alot of imperfections such as not that attractive, becomes a coward when comes to love, not smart nor rich and etc. But everytime, I try not to let myself down by bravely facing these imperfections. So what if I am not rich nor pretty? Just be who are you the way you are.

GOOD LUCK!

Both ones to go.

2011-11-16T01:28:00.004+08:00

One more more paper and one more week to go.

Then I am done!

Done with all the exams that I have waited for very long.

My Economis A2 Paper 2 - this paper was indeed my worst feeling and nightmare ever, I was sooo not ready for this paper and when i woke up in the morning before my exams realizing I overslept too much, my first sentence was like FUCK FUCK FUCK!! Overall, my Section B of essay was just an OK when i went blank abit but I still manage to write though I forgot some important points. While Section A which is data response questions, I screwed up everything!

After exam went to Midvalley again but this time for BOWLING. Its been so long since the last I ever bowled but of course the "longkangs" in our lane was too dirty and we cleared it many times too. Bowling is the game Eunice and I have the most memory there as we used to bowl like everyday but we stop ever since we start our A2 classes (yes, it was like about 5 months ago)

*somehow looks dark in the picture but indeed I am dark.

After got home, I have been sick and vomited. #badfeeling I almost fainted in the LRT and that time I was alone. Mom made me waited for half an hour at the station with me feeling sick. But now I am so much better than before XD

TirPse

2011-11-13T00:25:00.004+08:00

OMG!!!!

I got ZERO motivation for me to study.

Most of my college friends are like playing or somewhere on the Earth after finishing thier exam on Thursday and I still have another 10 days to go..HAIZZZZ!!

Ever since I got home, I didn't touch my books at all. Went to Gardens Borders today and saw a lot of interesting novels waiting on the rack for me to read. I seriously can't wait for exams to finish. There's like so many stuff waiting for me to do :D Cant wait to shop in F Block, Kenanga or Bukit Bintang. Can't wait to watch uncountable dramas and movies. WEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! This is like the reason why I do not have the mood to study. But the 2 coming papers is Econs A2.. fucking hard. Sorry for being rude but it really is :( What happen if I fail? Feel damm shitty..

* Note: I just realize that Jasmine Cheng and Rafiq got a similarity. They seem to know everybody. LIKE SERIOUSLY!! Okay maybe not just them but a few of my other friends too or maybe I am just living under the rock or in the cave.

The Day Before 11-11-2011

2011-11-10T23:44:00.012+08:00

Finish 6 papers and there's 2 more to go. All I got to do is tahan for 12 more days and I'm done. However, most of my college friends are done with their exams today. Everybody is like so happy celbrating and I still have class on the next day.

However, this does not stop me for releasing some stress. Went to Pavillion today.

On the way there, since it was soo jammed, I decided to turn up everybody's mood and the hunger beating drums in our stomach by taking pictures in the car.

p/s- please do ignore all my oily, dark, chubby, mata sepet face in all the pictures.

In Pavillion, watched this Mandarin movie named You Are The Apple Of My Eye after Pui Yee wanted to watch it sooo badly for a week. Overall of this movie was not that bad but not my best. It is funny and typical love story but the main actor and actress is quite good looking.
Heard from Pui Yee that this story is based on a real story many years back then. It was started from 1994..yes when i was the aged of 1. However, she also said that the novel is better than the book. Don't worry it always does, it same goes to the Twillight series.
After that we went Hard Rock Cafe :D it is a double weeeeeeeeee!!! I <3 that place. Every single food on your plate will be delicious. This is my 3rd time going there.

The four girls that went for it :D
The mash potato is a...as Julian's saying when comes to good food.."SEX"!!! but it was kinda expensice just for a mash potato. Don't ask me how much...
Shared my meal with Mr. Brian Yee as my purse kinda crying but still I was full after eating all those as I ate lunch late. Ate something lamb hamburger..cant really remember the name though.

Since I am going Bali after my exams..I am soooooo going for Hard Rock in Bali. And that time, my purse wont be crying as I will not be the one who is paying. YAY!!!!

T I R E D

2011-11-08T00:06:00.002+08:00

I am tired of everything....

I am tired being a good daughter.

I am tired of facing my books everyday.

I am tired of staying at home facing the 4 walls.

I am tired of things that I am restricted to do when I am already 18.

"You have not work hard enough"
"Don't waste my money if you have got no interest"

Is these the words you can say after I have changed so much compared during in my high school life?

I may not be as smart as others.

Not beautiful as others.

Not as the goody goody little girl as others.

Why can't I have my own life?

I do not live to impersonate someone else.

So do not ever compare me with someone else.

We have got the same blood running in our body and you're treating me like this.

"A successful person only sleep 4 hours a day"

WTF!!!

It's all bullshit.

I ain't robot.

I just wish time stops and forget about everything and just sleep.

My Lucky Star

2011-11-07T03:34:00.009+08:00

Yes, I know looking at the time now which is 3.45am, I am suppose to be sleeping now after all I got a 10am class tomorrow morning. But I have been sleeping late for the past whole week not studying but slacking with watching dramas.

The one I have just finish watching is My Lucky Star and the other name in chinese is 放羊的星星. It is among one of the best Taiwanese drama I ever watched thought this drama have been very long ago. I should say this is either my 3rd or 4th time watching it and I still never get bored of it. It is stared by Jimmy Lin and Yoo Ha Na. All their kissing scenes in this drama is all heart drop. SERIOUSLY!!!

In this drama, 2 bracelets that caught my attention. But it will be much better if this 2 designs are combine together. Urghhhhh!!! Want it so badly. I have tried seeing all the online websites that sell these bracelets last time but most of it are already off production. Unless I will have to go for custom made. But it will be too expensive :( Any place that custom made cheaply??

Looks like enough of hyper-ing with looking for this bracelet that I have spent hours on it and no outcome from google. Better off to my bed instead.

Nights and Muacks

♥

Lips crafted with a smile :)

2011-10-24T22:54:00.005+08:00

Words sometimes can't describe everything especially when comes to feelings and happiness nor the pain in the heart. But as long as deep in side the heart you are clear with the feeling is good enough...If there's someone who understands you, it will be much better.
I can't wait till my exams are over soo badly. I finally finish 4 papers of Law and now got to focus on another 4 more papers on Economics. Cambridge A-Levels really do suck up my life. Don't worry future kids, I will sent you to do it also to know how the torture of studying real like. SO DON'T BE JEALOUS :D Don't worry college life do suck up your life but friends in there are undescrible by words. College life do make me learn up many facts of life to become a better person. I am no more a high school kid which are always protected by my parents. Time to GROW UP!!!

There's so many plans after the exam which I do not know which one to during the holidays. But of course will have to come to priority first like spending more time with my family, taking care of my grandparents, being a good daughter to do all the housework, meet up my cousins that I have not met for months and learn up cooking and etc..

Thats all for now bloggie, BYE!!

sentiment de l'expression

2011-10-13T20:34:00.003+08:00

It have been a while since the last i update my blog all thanks to Cambridge for giving me A-levels stress. I miss writing a lot despite just in blogs but in stories too. I remember how i used to write lots of stories during SPM but not now anymore.

I am really grateful for having such good and great friends in college I have. They not only teach me, de-stress me, un-bored me and etc.... The most touching thing was whenever I am sad or anything, I know they are always there for me. No matter what time you ring them up and they will sure be there for you. They will even walk a long way under the hot sun just to get you a cup of Coffee Bean's chocolate ice blended. They not only cheer me up but they give good advises though i shocked them by crying once I reach the college's library.

I feel bad and sorry for myself for being weak at that moment. Come to think of it, it is not worth to cry for as it don't seem to be a real friendship. I am not the type of person that are materialistic..i still talk to you if you are poor, ugly or no sense of fashion and etc.. I just like being who I am. So there's no point judging on my cover itself and you should learn a lesson not to judge people by it's appearance. everybody deep inside is A HELL DIFFERENT!!!

For those who I appreciates a lot and I have been neglecting..I'M SORRY. I promise to make up with you all in December which is after my exams.

Now back to my studies

CHERIO :D

Cruelty

2011-05-27T13:26:00.003+08:00

I have been wanting to blogged about this since beginning of this week but i just dont have the mood to open the blogger. I came to realize that this world is really cruel...i have always thought that this world can be a real happy place to live in. But everyday when you open the newspapers..all you see is CRIMES, POLITICS and etc....

I never knew that human can be so cruel to even kill something to "cari makan". As many people knew my dog, Owen died on Monday morning. I remebered how my cousin brought it back as a puppy of one week old for me. It is a half dalmation. the cute thing was it dont have spots..the whole body is black, the stomach part was with spots which form a cross and hv brown legs. I also remembered how it cried when it was away from the parents. I remembered how i usually played and feed it everytime i got back from school. It was a really good and smart dog. It catches numerous rats, cats and any other living things that step in the compound of the house its like telling other creatures the place was owned by him. GOD!!! I miss Owen that much.

Someone actually threw a hotdog with poison in it and let the the dogs eat it to break into the house. WTF!!!!!! I seriously will cursed these people to death!!!! Dont start killing the other dogs too....just to steal things. Thats like doing bad sins. I think the more i think about it, the more i will be crying for it. I better stop now.

Reena Menon's 18

2011-05-17T18:44:00.012+08:00

As everyone n the world knows that May 16 is a teacher's day but why would i want to vlog about teacher's day??? I was half dead in college on that day having contract class. MAY 16 is my Reena's birthday!!! Turning 18 :) the thing the guys gave actually really come into good use, reena :) I have known you since Standard 1 and have been in the same school since then....and having a football team in the future is not a good idea as lifestyle is getting more expensive.

All of us who actually surprised Reena by hiding in the toilet :) HAHAHAHH. I really like the part we did rehersals pretending to be Reena to surprise her and the part where Tarvin said "stop touching my ass" when all the lights were off and it was a total darkness.

And I miss high school so so so much.... the fun we had always remain on our memories :) and shall never be erased or deleted.
And i miss seeing these stuff which i cant find else where...
and posing for the camera??? HELL YEAH!!!!!
I gave a picture as the present. the picture was wrapped into many layers of SPM Biology paper and then wrapped again another layer of the envelope (which gave a clue what i gave as present) then another big brown envelope and put inside in an Isetan bag. HAHAHHA. It was like giving high hopes as though it is from Isetan but it was not.

The note i wrotee at the back of the picture :)
And after openning so many layers of papers and celophane tapa finally....she got the picture :)
I liked every part of this party even we off all the lights and talked about ghost stories. We should do this more often.

Friday 13th

2011-05-13T00:46:00.010+08:00

The friday 13th...luckily nothing bad luck happen to me. Just that i still havent get to do the touchngo yet!!! The line was like loooooong so ended up going college first. May is a month with lots of people have birthdays.

May 12 - Brian Chung

May 13 - Brian Yee

May 14 - Stephanie Ng

May 16 - Reena Menon

May 19 - Lim ZY and LeeHom

May 29 - Pui Yee

But the best is May 21 - Movie Day!!!! Pirates of Carribean....Johnny Depp, cant wait to see you :)

Lim actually wrote something in my ELS book in the Juries chapter. Yes i do annoy him most of the time and he calls me retarded, mentally disorder/ill or OKW which stands for Orang Kurang Waras. So from now onwards i promise i wont annoy you again...pls fetch me home :( i scared acid guy....

Sometimes taking pictures really can distress myself...SERIOUSLY!!!besides listening music lah....usually after long hours of studying, here i goes again taking pictures or every single random things.
One thing I really love about my college which is it is near to everywhere!!! It is in the middle of everything :) It is so nice that we can all the way to Fahrenheit to have lunch break for Sakae Sushi.
3 of us MSN every single night without fail :)

~It's a beautiful night, we're looking for something dumb to do, hey baby, I think I wanna marry you. Is it the look in your eyes?? Or is the dancing juice?? Who cares baby, I think I wanna marry you~

I actually made a few people go so addicted in this song that we always sing together. weeeeeeeeeee :) Another song i got addicted is JET LAG by Simple Plan :)
The girls :)
As Uniqlo oppened in KLCC, I bought the minnie t-shirt on the very first day, I liked the white one more actually but the dont have S size :( and the L is too BIG!!!

Family Day?

2011-05-02T23:10:00.009+08:00

Dad came back and I spent most of m y time at home with family. I have too though my family is small but we are always far apart. Since I was young, dad was never home but at least now he comes back more frequent than last time. And home for my mom is just like a hotel which is meant for sleeping. Meanwhile. Beatrice Chung is always staring the 4 walls (one of the reason why i love kacauing people)

So this weekend, I am very sure my dad spent a lot in food. On the Sunday night, we went to San Francisco Steakhouse in KLCC. It has been a long time since the last I had fine dining (besides TGIF which I always go). We had dinner with my dad's friend too.

Aunty Karen is sooo cute. Since young, I always love talking to her as she always crack up silly jokes. Though i left my phone at home that night, I never feel bored in this dinner. She is AWESOME!!
And i ate Strip steak :) somehow, i felt that it is not as nice as the last I ate. I am beginning to be more choosy in food??? Maybe*
Since it was still a holiday on the Monday. family and I went to Pavillion. This time is with my mom's side grandparents and dad's bro family. Complicated huh??? But it is an usual thing for us. Went to eat at Din Tai Fung for lunch and the food was gooooood after the waiting for a table was so long and it is worth it.

A note that my little cousin, Chloe wrote on her notepad while we were eating :) (Beatrice Chung, Chloe Chung and Brian Chung) AWWWWW. ...she is so adorable sometimes when she dont start acting like her brother, Brian!!!
The retarness + jakuness of the Chungs.... XD (Brian went in to the ladies toilet) HAHAHHAhA
I love shopping with my aunty....she got good sense of taste in fashion unlike my mom who always ask "shopping again ah??why u shop??" and those questions i hate it a lot. So much for trying to persuade my dad in buying a new laptop for me...we didnt have time to go Lowyat Plaza :( well maybe next time i guess....the next time i see him which i have no idea when it will be.

笑一个 :)

2011-05-01T15:53:00.006+08:00

As you see in the title of this post is in chinese which is my favourite chinese phrase. It is xiao yi ge which means smile once or something like that. Hmph..this is actually my favourite line to make people smile. HEHEHEHE :) :D XD

These days i am becoming more and more nerd....I dont go on the computer as much as i used to last time. I may seemed to be online but I am not there most of the time. Surprisingly studied that made my mom thinks something went wrong with me. HAHAHA!!!

Everyone have got their talents meanwhile I am still searching for mine...ermmm maybe SLEEPING i guess..I am very GOOD in it :)

Yann Xuan can really draw very good, This picture of Mickey Mouse and Minnie is my favourite. I love it!!!!
How nice if relationship in the real world and real life is like Mickey & Minnie. And have a wedding just like the Royal wedding that Prince William and Kate Middleton had...everything is just a fairy tale we used to hear when we were young.

Round Up!

2011-04-25T15:17:00.014+08:00

What have I been doing lately?

Hmmm....i shall say i actually studied a little for the past week. Not really that much lar..but more than a few month ago. Lookslike i have to really start serious studying :( A Levels is not a joke!!!

As my college's library is always full...we ended up studying at the dance studio. It may seem to be ridiculous place to study but studying there can really concentrate too.

22 April was Shum Shum's birthday!!! Went for ice -skating and TGIF for lunch in Sunway Pyramid :D Never ever had your birthday in TGIF...if not will end up like the pic below :)
Yann Xuan was so sweet that make then name and stuff for him. AWWWWWW!!!
And this birthday cake gave an excuse for Eunice and I to get lost in Sunway Pyramid. That place is big!!!
My food was AWESOME!!!!! Looking at this picture really makes me go hungry.
Since I was bored in the weekends...i was looking at the pictures in my camera till I found a few pictures.

Yann Xuan drew something in class long ago.
And this is what she draw about me. HAHAHAHAH. It's alien...i know i am weird. Even she feels that way. But somehow i like it a lot.

There was another epic picture of myself i found. Picture was taken in a hotel room in Singapore two months back i guess.

SUPERHEROES

2011-04-13T21:25:00.011+08:00

Superheores actually invaded my college, Brickfields Asia College today!!

There was like total of 11 of us.

10 superheores and 1 bad guy :

7 Superman - Eunice, Julia, Pui Yee, Lim, Janessa, Marcus and me!!!

2 Batman - Shum and Yann Xuan

1 Flash - Brian

1 Joker - Sureen

My Super Girl :D

I realize the similarities in this picture is all three of us wearing black superman tee with white pants. What a coincidence!!

Among so many pictures taken on that day, this is one of my fav picture. Be proud 3 of you!!!

During econs class, Janessa sat right behind me cant stop laughing and giggling and I have no idea what she is laughing at. The best part is I followed her laugh too. Cant help it...the way she laugh was really funny :D
Finally after class, all the superheroes and even the bad guy take groupie picture :D Cant really see Brian's flash though. Wearing same clothes to college actually kinda fun though. People keep on asking why, what, how and stuff. Even the lorry guy who drove pass college were saying...superman,superman,superman. LMAO!!! We shall do it more often :D

College is not just a place where we just study hard but also have fun!!!

Ate ice-cream again...a food/dessert that i can never give up though it gives me fats :d

Thinking too much?

2011-04-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

I have not have a good sleep since the past few days which make me real tired easily. All this causes by the dreams and nightmares came haunting me when I sleeps. For 3-4 days in a row, I had dreamt of something when i sleeps. I wonder is this stress or thinking too much???

All I want is a good sleep with no disturbance.

It's been tough

2011-04-08T00:17:00.002+08:00

This week was really a tough week. Someone pass away tragically really saddens my life automatically though not close to her. I didnt have the mood to study my ELS on that day and I had exam the next day. So ended up didnt get to study and screwed for the exam :O

But there are friends who are really support me and cheer me up (shall not mention name). On the very next day after my exams, straight went to Pavillion to watch Just Go With It starred by Adam Sandler and Jennifer Aniston. I really recommends this movie as it really made my day!!! I laughed so loud and badly as i was emo-ing the day before :D I dont mind watching this movie again...!!!

The Heat Awestruck!!

2011-04-04T02:10:00.006+08:00

I spent my weekends back in Ipoh as it is the hometown of both of my parents. The main purpose of going back there was Ching Ming where the chinese visits the graveyards of the ancestors. Ipoh was soooo HOT.

As usual, there is only 3 grandchildren with the surname Chung in my family.....I always get annoyed by Brian Chung and Chloe Chung by staying with them. Can't stay with my aunty this time so ended up staying in the old house which I have not stayed there for years.

Beside of the ching ming, we also had surprise my cousin brother,Wen Ann a birthday cake. He is finally getting older....22!!!!
In this trip, my mom was actually so excited to see her best friend, Aunty Rosalyn back from England. Even Aunty Rosalyn's whole family came back...Uncle Brian, William and Alexandria. It have been ages the last i seen the twins. I miss those days that we actually played together when we were young. Now, we hardly talked to each other as we don't really know each other anymore. And somehow, they looked more chinese than mat-salleh now compared when they were young.

HOT & COLD

2011-04-01T00:48:00.009+08:00

As you all can see, I hardly blog anymore. Well i should say never blog anymore but I AM BACK! All thanks to Yvonne Lee and Jasmine Cheng who encourages me to. I started college 2 months ago and met many brilliant people there :D

College life = Assignments + Endless exams + Lots of studying + FUN

Well,today i started my day when this two in the picture below (Lim & Pui Yee) don't have the mood to talk to me. It was like so weird that I am like talking to ghost in the LRT and I bet the mat salleh guy sitting opposite us thinks I am crazy.

Pui Yee is soooo cute in this picture...really epic :D

So back to the class and was asked to do some debating which I didnt't do anything....weeeee!!! I felt grateful that my other members did all the work...

But there's two girls that can't stop singing CHINESE song!!! And I will the blur one there...

Love this picture from the guys :D
Yes, I was that bored till like that!!! Can't help it, I don't know what to do either...
Shum here intimidating Jay Chou.
So for the debate, I ended up saying OBJECTION and some inappropriate words.

I am becoming more and more an ICE-CREAM FREAK!!! In the morning, I ate Mcd ice-cream then in the evening Gelato ice-cream in Pavvilion.
Meanwhile the others were all eating Snowflake....
Then had a Bak Kut Teh dinner with Alyssa,Yeelyn,Eujin and Sher Lie. And seems so obvious I am being lamp post/light bulb again...DAMMMM!!!! Yes, all of them have been asking me to get a boyfriend..chill people!!!

I have learnt today that NEVER EVER GIVE MARSHMALLOW TO ALYSSA NG!!! She will get HIGH!!! We actually laughed for non-top without talking more than 10 minutes in her car for no reason.

It was a real EPIC DAY :D

So, Yvonne Lee....are you drooling now??? Well, I am sure that China food is not that bad either.

I AM BACK!!!!

2010-12-07T12:14:00.003+08:00

Finally!!!!!

After months and months.....

back to blogging....

yesterday slept at 7pm

woke up at 8.30am

13 hours + of sleep :D

feel so fresh and eyebags no more

though i like my eyebags

but

my face now is like a snob...

it looks like i got into fighting and got punched badly.

my lips suddenly bleeding and my nose like...

my face now is like one kind!!!

there's another paper to go..

FIGHTING!!!

UPDATE!!!

2010-01-23T22:46:00.003+08:00

Yes I finally update sfter god konws how long.....
But it will be just a short post again...

I have been like busy with exams, tuitions, jogging, swimming, piano and much much more.
Feel so tired weyh. Sometimes just feel like dying.
But I promise I will not let my blog just left dead. Maybe after March I will be more free as swimming competition, sports day, school exam, piano exams will be over.

Gotta chao again...see ya!!

2009-12-10T12:42:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night saw a hot+cute guy. So my mom ask me go talk to him but i dont dare. But I dare my mom to go talk to him. I am not telling where he is working....after finishing the conversation, his cousins were like teasing him talking to us. The scenario was so funny that make my mom and I laugh all the way...

Cant wait to see him this Sunday if he is there!!

-BUSY-

2009-11-24T01:27:00.002+08:00

Why is everybody is working??

And I am stuck here at home...

I also want to work lah but certainly 100% not in office.

Dont ask me what happen I work for my mom in office last week.

I ran away from her actually.

XD...XD

I am getting fatter and fatter...

I promise myself to wake up at 7 since last week

but as you all know..

I will never wake up so early.

And

I bet most of you know already knows that

I always eat supper..

I will seriously get fat this holiday

-TRUST ME-

-just so true-

2009-11-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

I just read Fabi's latest blog post and I totally agree with her.Everybody is like missing....sms pun tak reply. Malas to sms already.I couldnt imagine what happen if after SPM. We usually always say we will contact each other but even a short holiday also hardly see each other. I will seriously treasure my last year next year. Enjoy life to the max in school as it will be the last year. I do not want next time when when we look back we will regret with our eye fill with tears. I do not want to wonder how is my friends when we are 25 years old.

I miss everybody,

I love all of you,

All have you have live in my heart forever,

No matter how long we parted.

It's over!!

2009-11-18T10:29:00.002+08:00

Exam craze is finally over...i am free!!!! But now I am stuck in my mom's office alone doing nothing. And this stupid computer dont know to read DVD and the internet is so freaking slow!!! I wanna go home....

Anyway went for a play yesterday with the Melawatians at Malaysian Tourism Centre which is just beside Zouk(cant wait for 21 years old). The play was seriously funny....especially Aunty Pushpa. Hahaha. Didnt upload the pictures beacause camera not with me now...

Ciao..got to go.

Btw, GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO ALL THE SPM 2009 CANDIDATES!!

NOT DEAD YET

2009-11-10T00:05:00.002+08:00

I know many of people have been like asking me to update my blog but seems like no faith between me and the computer at the moment. Wel, I am still not dead yet. All thanks to the lightning strike and make my cpu, modem, printer and roughter die. Now I am using the laptop and luckily my mom quickly buy new modem and roughter for it.

There are like a week more of exam to go but I am totally in after exam mood already. And i am very well prepared to go to the last class next year. In a week, I bought 80 bucks fo cds to watch (3 drama series and 3 movies). Bankrupt adi lah. Just too addicted to the tv.

Btw, I proudly to say, I have done the most wildest thing in my life. I couldnt believe myself doing that too. Looks like the innocent and the goody girl, Beatrice Chung Pei Li turns wild and bad too. Well, I pierce my belly for real!! Shhhh!Plaese dont tell my family about it if not they will give me this long lecture(for life) about it. I am just to proud seeing my belly now. Hahaha XD.

Eid Mubarak!!!

2009-10-03T03:04:00.018+08:00

So how did I celebrate my Eid (Hari Raya)?? Well went to Dubai and Jordon.

Since there is so many pictures, I will just cut the story telling. The picture on top was outside Dubai Mall(biggest and largest mall in the world)

Here am I,sitting on this huge chair in Atlantis, Palm Jumeirah (Dubai)

Outside of Atlantis Hotel.

I even took picture in front of my dad's driver car....LEXUS!!

In a train.......

Camwhoring again....

Cute or not??? My long time collection.

Outside the Dragon Mart...(it actually reminds me of Lee Hom when I see this thing)

The crowd in the train station on the 1st day of Eid.

Then on a Monday, fly to Jordon!!!

Pictures in Amman city...

Was ruled by the romans long long time ago.

At the Roman theatre...

Floating in Dead Sea.....

Their McD is blue colour in Jordon not red..

In an Orthodox Church in Maddhaba.

In Mount Nebo where Moses was last seen.

A scene from Mount Nebo

Now in Wadi Rum....can still see my jakuness.

Then 3 hours drive from Wadi Rum to Petra.

This picture was taken outside the hotel in Petra.Nice scenery and weather(morning&night only).

Me riding a horse in Petra.

One of the 7 wonders in the world...PETRA!!!

Now the weather was freaking hot!!!

I actually climb up to the highest peak...

The fly back to Dubai...again.

So happy get to seat Gold Class in Metro Dubai train. The difference between gold and regular is gold has got own privacy place and leather seat.

Right after next day, went to Al Ain instead of Oman. Al Ain is one of the city in U.A.E but it is under abu Dhabi.

Nice greenery they got there.

In the Fort.

Went to Al Ain Zoo and saw this monkey that has got blue colour balls..

Nice sunset from the Al Ain Zoo

Waiting for my grandfather to shop for his clothes in Dubai.

Then went to have an Itallian dinner below the Burj Al Arab Hotel (the famous 7 star hotel). It was delicious and I ate Rissotti something.

-Free a bit-

2009-09-26T15:49:00.003+08:00

Currently I am in my dad's studio in Dubai onlining. And my grandfather is too free and start nagging at me repeat and repeat but I am not listening!! Went Jordan on Monday and came backon Thursday. I seriously love Jordan man!!! Suppose to go to Oman on Friday but cancel because my grandfather was not feeling well. So went to Al Ain instead. It is kinda boring over there. Going to Ibn Batutta Mall in Dubai for shopping later after lunch (here is 4 hours behind Malaysia).

Next post will be seiously long long post with a lot of story and pictures.

2009-09-15T22:39:00.002+08:00

I so feel that my blog is so BORING!!!!
everytime I sees it I feel it is so dull and again BORING!!!
I seriously need to change my background, header and everything...

I tried doing it in school today. But fail...However I seriously love that room in school now which can go online with new LG flat screen computers. Eventhough it is kinda slow but it looks kinda cool.

Alar...no time to do my blog lah...Next week, whole week holiday also no time...
Ishhhhh.....

2009-09-13T16:07:00.001+08:00

i wish to have a sibling......

help me to cook,

clean my room,
take pictures of each other

and the most important is

there is somone to talk to anytime.

-Beatrice-

999!!!

2009-09-09T23:49:00.007+08:00

Another 10 minutes more before the ending of this day O9.O9.O9

So better write something on my blog.

Have been really busy for this whole week and will be busy for another month.

This 2 week will be busy doing YE reports and packing for Dubai again.

Kinda sad cant go Jordon but nvm. Still can shop in Dubai for 10 days.

Hope that I am not sick of this place since it is my 3rd time going.

P/S - just got my prevention of H1N1 jab

OK back to the story...

should I save it for the next post??

Anyway very sleepy now....

Goodnight everybody.

Love you.

B.L.A.S.T!!!!

2009-09-02T16:41:00.005+08:00

Just came back from school. Got y.e meeting.
It was really a blast!!!!!
Fighting and quarelling really make people heat up....
Well it was not me who was fighting but i can feel the tension between everybody.

To Charleen S.P,
I love your hair,
I love your skin tone,
I love your shirts,
I love your jeans,
I love your shoes,
WOW looks like I love everything about you,
I am so eager to go to your house,
When can I go???
hehehe hahaha

Sometimes i really wonder....
whether
got people read my blog or not
cause
it is like nobody leaving comments :C
hahaha

EAsy or HArd??

2009-08-27T12:13:00.002+08:00

How can we live for an easy life?? As some people says that we can but how?? These questions have been ringing in head for some while. So I have been thinking for very very long yet still I cant find the answer. Life is hard and though. As hard as the bullet going through a bullet proof substance. Well hard in everything. We never know what will happen in the next minute or second.

Facing everybody in my house or family isn't easy. This is the most difficult i should say. I have always trying to be whatever you all see in your eyes but i have fail and disappoint you all. Everytime there will be tears rolling down my cheeks when you all scold me. I always wonder what have i done wrong again this time.

Next phase of life,
I have choose and decided to let you go. I never want to love you anymore. Eventhough you makes my heart beat beats faster everytime i sees you. You didnt do anything but i felt in my heart that every single bit of you seems so perfect. Maybe it is just something wrong with me the way i look in you. I have choose to forget everything about you. You are my hugest crushes I ever had that affected me that make me go gaga even by just hearing your name. I will just act as though you are my another chapter of life being a sixteen year old to learn. I will act as though i never know you before in my life whenever i sees you or walk pass by. My last wish is to forget you without tears rolling down cheeks again.....

-Beatrice.CPL-

Birthday SMS wishes!!!!

2009-08-21T23:28:00.006+08:00

1. Alyssa : Beatrice you are so gonna be my best friend forever. I love you. With that i hope that i am the i am the 1st one to wish you happy birthday my dear. Be the crazy women i know tomorrow. Happy sweet sixteen my dear.

2. Steffi : Happy birthday, Beatrice! May God bless you on this day and grant you the best in life! I am very blessted and thankful to have a great friend like you! I love you, Beatrice!

3. U deserve every sparkling moment of this day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Wishing u another wonderful year of happiness n joy. May god bless you.

4. Juyi : HAPPY BDAY BEATRICE! :-D [you should love me coz a)i'm wishing you 2nd time and b)i usually sleep at 11.30 and c)its already pass my bedtime! XD]

5. Keegan : Hapi b'day! Wish ur dream come true.

6. Violet : Do you know what day is today? Erm.... Its A VERY VERY SPECIAL Day...Erm...Try thinking very....Lol. Yup It's your BIG ANNUAL BIRTHDAY congratulation.

7. Suba : Hey,happy b'day beatrice!finally 16, ladeyh.8 mnths of knowing u,has brought so much of happiness to me!!the jovial u,the u u i'll always love!beatrice, my love...gua cinta sama lu!though nt all ur dreams come true, bt i hope the part u've got us means pretty much. <3<3

8. Alex : Happy birthday!

9. Elsie : Happy Sweet - 16th BEATRICE CHUNG!!!May all your dreams come true. And god bless ya! :) May our relationship can last longer eventhou we cant meet each other 24/7 :) XOXO

10. Chew : Happy 16th birthday!

11. Sherlina : Happy 16th! :) love u always my girl, hope u enjoy this day to the max!Hehe love u, nites :D

12. Dad : It is the beginning of a new day 17 aug 2009. 7 hours later 16 years ago, a tiny girl is borned. From the day she is borned she has made her parents happy. On this 16th birthday the parents wish that she will become a happy girl.HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear.

13. Charleen : Hey beatrice, happy sweet sixteen, girl! May all ur wish come true on this special day or urs...!!!

14. Chai : Happy Bday.

15. Ivan Tan : Happy Birthday too.Haha.

16. Priya :Hey beatrice..hapy bday gurl..may god bless u...and hv a nice day...luv ya loads..

17. Gwen : Happy bday! :)

18. Naza : Hey today is bday ya? Happy bday.hee

19. Kia Ying : Happy birthday!!!

20. Stephanie :Happy Belated B'day Beatrice, :D sorry im late by just a day!

* thanks for all these messages. I love u all too.

2009-08-16T18:30:00.002+08:00

So yesterday night went out with Alyssa and Yee Lyn to Pavillion.
Both of them belanja me dinner....Tony Romas somemore (i ask YL whether she kena lotery ke by belanjaing me n guess what was her answer.... kena love struck by SL). So we ate ribs and shrimp pasta. YL and I eating happily ever after as Alyssa keep on complaining abt the calories n stuff while eating.So talk n eat n talk ended up calling each othe names, YL:blur cow, me:hungry cow and Alyssa:broken-leg cow. Hahah.

Thank you for the dinner so much. I love it....

And thank you(included eujin) for the present. Will post the pic after 17 August.

2009-08-08T10:33:00.003+08:00

nice or not my tie???Designer : Charleen S.P
Tailor : Steffi Ann
Model : ME!!!!!
This is what happens when we are bored in school!!!

I realized that time passed by so freaking fast. I still remember exactly last week at this timing, I was in Sunway Pyramid for the Y.E Annual Sales. A total F-U-N day eventhough how tired i was. And now i am so bored!!!

2009-08-03T17:25:00.002+08:00

everyone have their own problems as time goes by.
nobody will understand how painful the problem is.
u never know what always happen next.
next minute. next second. next heart beat.
u may lost a love one or got a new love one.
thats why no matter what happen cherish n be grateful whoever aroound u.
if a person likes u, doesnt mean u have to avoid.
if u like a person, doesnt mean u have to slander the others.
u have to cherish every single moment god given to us.

-Beatrice.CPL-

Apa jadi with perutku??

2009-07-25T18:10:00.002+08:00

What happen to my stomach after recovering from 3 days of sick????
I have been eating and eating non stop...
Even my mom said she will go bankrup paying for my food.
I can actually wake up in the middle of night looking for food...
These days i have been like eating like 2-3 plates of rice each meal!!!
While typing this also i can feel that my stomach ringing the bell for food which i just ate a box of fried rice....
But still saya banyak lapar!!!

B.O.S.A.N.nya!!!!

2009-07-20T14:56:00.002+08:00

I tak boleh tahan lagi.....
It is so freaking boring now....
Being sick staying at home is suffering....
I cant sleep as I keep on getting headache.....
Nothing to do lah.....

Where is everybody??
Mana semua orang pergi??

wrong timing!!!

2009-07-20T01:00:00.003+08:00

why must i sick at the wrong timing??

It started on Saturday night...

I started to feel sick when i got in to my mom's friend car to go for a dinner function. Dress up super nice since so many high class people there. I wore a dress (skirt damm short) and high heels.Make me looks even taller i guess. Tak pernah wear until damm nice until my many uncles and aunties telling me they want to be my manager if i jadi model. I was like laughing. But after a few minutes, i feel something that coming from my stomach through my throat and my instincts told me to run to the toilet lah and i vomited. I ended up vomited 8 times that night. Whatever i eat or drink just vomit back out like that. Then later many uncles and aunties came up to me and asking how am i and stuff. It was so funny.....but it is so pain and i feel like dying at that time. Seeing everybody eating beef, salmon, cheese cake and i cant even eat. Well i ate some but i vomit out back again. There was no place for me to lie down also. All i did was stared at my food, close my and open back again and continue staring. Or not run to the toilet to vomit. So memalukan....

But now i am much better. Didnt go to school today but i should have went. It was so boring staying at home staring at the four walls and no one to talk to. Anyone miss me???? hahaha XD

New email address!!

2009-07-18T12:10:00.001+08:00

I just made a new email adress...
If i havent add you yet please add me:
beatrice.cpl@hotmail.com

temporary breakdown....

2009-07-15T17:05:00.002+08:00

I am sure many of you find me emo today after recess in school.
And i bet deep in your heart you all will be asking why??
However i am not ready to tell yet.. even if you know just help me to keep it as a secret.
In my whole entire life I have never been this situation
where I dont have the mood to do anything except crying or breaking down.
i know it seems silly but just dont bother about why i emo or something.
I am trying my level best not to let my tears flow from my eyes.
Just anggap that Beatrice Chung Pei Li is officially temporary breakdown. I wont be as hyper and cheerful like as usual temporary. I hope is temporary even though I know that it isnt easy for me to overcome my breakdown.....

-Beatrice-

lost......

2009-07-13T17:24:00.005+08:00

i have got tonnes of homework and project paper and studies to do....
and i m too lazy to do any of it.
I dont even know what or where should i start...

Somtimes i also dont know what to blog about like this post.
and please stop asking me how is it going on with that fella cos i also dont know.

these days i also realize i keep on sending the wrong message to wrong people. next time if send wrong again at least tell me lah. I send 1 wrong sms to steffi and 2 to him in 4 days = 3 wrong mesage in 4 days. i waited and waited for the person i should sms to reply but after all the waiting came to realize i sent to the wrong person after checking my sent items.

today's weather banyak hot duhhhh.....
wish my family have got more money to pay the electric bill so can on 24 hours a/c the whole house. i know it is bad for the environment but ini malaysia lah. dah lah so much haze now, takkan u want to stay indoors with all the windows and doors close and just turn on the fan. Well this is what happen in Physics lab today (still havent got back my class). Panas gila and the place i sat no fan!!!

P/S - Wish all the best of luck to Alex and Lim in ITC competition tomorrow. Hope both of you can represent Malaysia.

-Beatrice-

Open Day!!!!

2009-07-10T23:46:00.011+08:00

Well my mom didnt came to my school's open day which is held to day bcos i dint tell her and she tak tahu lah. But surprisingly she didnt really scold me badly.

I know i looks like a bimbo posing with the bracelet.

Thank you, Mr. Vergara (nicholas's dad) by buying the products

The set up....

Even the guys from my class came to have a look at our booth. And Happy Birthday, Chai!!!(wear white 2nd from right)

Feel so geli alyssa kissing me....hahah

I just like the swing....

I pity him sometimes...and his friend being left out

x plus y equals to babies!!!!!

PMR and SPM candidates, exam is coming soon....

God knows where they are pointing...

Jun Yan promoting...

Saya dengan Juyi!!!!

1, 2, 3 jump!!!!

Look at that Dianne Priya...you aint no model...

Steffi And I bought him this....tapi belum bagi lagi.

just miss it...

2009-07-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

it been a busy week this week. until makes me worn out n woke up late for school s few days but still tak lewat ke sekolah...

i have been seeing many people cried this week. Not like me cry because of watching MJ's memorial. unbelievable i watched that memorial live until 4 o'clock n i decided not to sleep until school. All this thx to my grandfather who called me on my phone at 1.30 when i am sleeping n snoring on my bed. conversation was like this...

Grandpa: beatrice, wake up watch MJ now in 8tv live.
Me : i very sleepy lah. saya mahu tidur.
Grandpa: Just watch oni lah...where is yr mom??
Me : i dont noe....
Grandpa: she sleep adi or not??
Me: i dont noe....
Grandpa: where r u n wat r u doing?? everything oso dont noe.
Me: Saya sedang tidur...sleeping. and i m ver sleepy.ok lah bye bye.

So i just hang up tha phone just like dat.then my mom came in to room asking me who phone...(my phone profile was super loud cos i need to hear the alarm clock) and she havent sleep yet.

Mom: Who called so late??
Me: Your father....
Mom: huh...y he phoned u so late at nite?? what happen?? (thinking dat some emergency or something i guess)
Me: he called to watch MJ memorail live in tv now.

Then my mom straight away on the tv. Thx so much wei. The tv is just ouside of my room and saya tak payah tidur for the whole nite adi.

But the memorial was so touching until i cried.The ending really can make people cry...even in the middle i start crying adi (not like suba start crying from begining). Hahah.

More pics later XD

i dont feel a thing....

2009-07-05T18:12:00.002+08:00

i have no idea what i have been doing this 2 days

i have no feelings at all too

i dont know whether i am happy, sad, frustrated or whatever feelings that u name

what can i do??

i tried to be cheer up myself by eating lots of food, cake n ice cream

but it is not working either

i tried to cry to see whether i am sad or not

but tears seem do not flow out from my eyes

i even try checking my heart beat to see whether i m still alive or what

but there is still heat beat

but why i dont feel a thing???

all i feel is everything around me dont seem real

i feel so restless n dont know where to go..

2009-07-04T01:59:00.022+08:00

I know i have not been updating my blog for some time but
at least i m not like alyssa and priya that never updates...

So I will start when Suba, Priya, Steffi and me goes to Petaling Street to buy some y.e stuff.

Steffi and Suba seems to be so busy choosing beads but Priya have been busy on her phone smsing.Priya, Priya, Priya...
Since i saw Priya camwhoring n smsing so i started to take pics also.

My new camwhoring buddy, Dianne Priya....

I feel so guilty when we are too busy camwhoring and this 2 busy choosing beads. Sorry...

I have no idea why Priya and the others like this pic...

Finally they finish choosing and there is time for them to take some pics too...HAha.

Later back to Kasturi...

Suba, dont be mad at Boon Hoe if he didnt sms you cos sometimes he is really tired like this...

I just love Charleen in this picture...

We even camwhore in Kasturi...

One of the friday night, went to Alyssa's house for a sleepover.Was actually go there for bracelet production. Was quite fun...but i was missing Priya but at the end she never turn up so I will try not to miss Priya again.

A pic of us but alyssa's half face gone.

from the jakun of alyssa

to this crazy big eye maniac..

Gwen and Steffi surely know how to relax...

Suba, Alyssa, me, SherlinOnly sherlin look normal in this pic.Other like jakuns oni especialy suba.

This is how we sleep....

Alyssa, I know you are tired and sleepy but get up from my bed!!!!

On sunday, before going to a wedding kenduri. The kenduri was the best kenduri I ever went cos my family sat at the VIP table and there is waiter to serve you. Dont need to walk. And this is the day when he (name shall not be mention) sms me for the 1st time.Pic of me before the kenduri in my maid's room.

I wonder waht was Yvonne thinking while looking at Reena.

At last I got to watch Transformers and talked to him on Thursday.

Talking to him is quite short...it was actually like:

he was walking out from school around 1.30 pm and walk towards him but not that close and I called out his name and he turns his head to me . Then i said "I am Beatrice". Then he smiled at me and said "oh ok". I went speechless and dont know what to say to this fella adi so i walkk back to my friends(Boon Hoe, Suba, Steffi, Suganya) which was actually staring and looking at him and me. So memalukan wei...Then they even stand in a line and purposely stare at him when he is phoning someone. My god!!! I will never dare to look at him anymore.

Later, Boon Hoe and I waited for Juyi and Boon Aun to finish their class until 1.45. Then went to KLCC watched Transformers. I have been trying to get tickets for this movie adi but cannot get. So damm happy get to watch. Watch with Himmet, Boon Hoe, Boon Aun, Juyi, Celine, Nadeem and Nicholas. Sat between the 2 Tan Boon brothers. Basically most of my laughter in that movie is not because of the movie is because of Boon Hoe's laughter. And Megan Fox is damm hot...only the guy sit behind Juyi dont appreciate it even scolding us to Shut Up...wtf.The movie was awesome. I actually ponteng my Kasturi Bio class for it but it is so worth it. Feel like watching again.

private blog..

2009-06-22T19:02:00.002+08:00

sorry for incovenience of some people that need to type yr email and password to view my blog.
i need to private up my blog because there is some evil stalkers out there.
stalkers who srew up my life...
those who i didnt invite them, please inform me i will send an email to you.
thank you

lots of love from beatrice

just another random post....

2009-06-21T23:37:00.002+08:00

guess how i spend my weekend...
kinda boring actually.

It is only one week of school and....
My room becama really very very messy until i have to study on my bed or in the kitchen table.
This is what happens when i got too much books and things.
But at the end my room in super neat and clean now....
And I, Beatrice Chung is so proud of it...
I will brag in school tomorrow about how clean my room is cos it was never so clean before ever since last year. Hahah.

All thanks to my mom actually bought me 2 small cupboards today.
When se bought it and bring back, I was like where on earth I am going to put this 2 cupboards in my room. And my mom says think yourself adn do it yourself. So, I chuck out some of my mom files outside my room to put the 2 cupboards. I know I am evil but too bad lah. And i stack up the two cupboards on the old cupboard that I put story books in it. So all my school books + reference books transfer to the 3 cupboards. Well, there is an extra place some more so maybe I will buy a few more books to put in it so it will not look so empty. I know i am insane, crazy and + mad.While my story books are transfer to the other cupboard where i usually put my school books. After reading this, I m sure u dont really understand it. But try to faham faham lah.

My mom also found a new place for her files theat i chuck out earlier and guess what when she is trying to put her files at the new place.
She found another pair of shoes of mine again (my heels)
Got busted again...but surprisingly never scold me. Hahaha.

Lastly ate in Pizza Hut for dinner and..
I AM PROUD OF CLEANING UP MY ROOM!!!!

not giving up yet...

2009-06-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

first of all, i m not giving up on my results yet.
eventhough my results is like shit...
but i m going to study like nerd with alyssa and steffi.

Good luck, Beatrice!!
Beat that 2 bitches, Beatrice.
Dont be a loser in their eyes, Beatrice.
Thats what i keep on telling myself...

I think I will not give up on Naza too...cos
1. I cant forget him..
2. He keep on appearing out from no where everytime.
3. I am too dissapointed seeing my friends having high hopes on me for him.

Today, Suba and Steffi made me even cannot forget him. They actually pray for me with him!!! They prayed to Jesus, Buddha, Hinddu's god and even Allah... It is something like:

"Moga-moga Beatrice dengan Naza

boleh dapat bersama-sama selama-lamanya

dengan mempunyai 13 anak dan cucu..."

-quoted prayers from Suba to Allah-

I LOVE MY FRIENDS

SO MUCH

ON WHAT YOU ALL HAVE DONE TO ME

THANK YOU!!!

1st day of 2nd term....

2009-06-16T00:05:00.003+08:00

well on the 1st day of 2nd term after holiday for 2 weeks.
I BURNT MY HAIR early in the morning before school.
well luckuly it is not burn like really smell burn.
a few strench of my hair turns curly after it burn.
n luckily it is not noticeable.

today, a teacher came up to me saying dat i m not active enough in y.e.
why not she tell that to that 2 bitches who only know how to complain n not doing work.
so fed up with y.e lah.

so alyssa n i made up this plan to change n i didnt do it today.
sorry, alyssa...
the plan is becoming nerd partners.
i need to be that n order to hv better result =(

n i oso promise myself to forget Naza to concentrate on studies
but today start to forget, he appear in front of me million times in one day
how m i going to forget him lah??
every time i sees him to day i turn the other way or not looking at him.
i hope it really works....

shit. shit. shit.

2009-06-14T19:22:00.003+08:00

all i could say is i hate html codes.
i was watching freky friday and i click the wrong thing....
n it became without cbox
i was trying to remember wat steffi taught me but i click the wrong thing.

n school is starting tomorrow.
god i hate school.
i havent even start doing my homework or projects yet....
i really need to cope up in my studies.

The Unexpected....

2009-06-14T04:32:00.015+08:00

on friday went out with frens for birthday party at pavillion.
it was really fun after not seeing my frens for two weeks.
god, i miss them so much even when i m in dubai.

A pic of me, eujin, yeelyn and priya crazy . Dont look at me cos i look suck in the pic.
Wonder who suganya smsing while everyone is singing...bf mayb?? hahah

i wonder denise enjoy the party or not cos she never sing at all. n the couple down there must have had fun. dont ask me whether they r really together or not cos i still hv no idea. well, they made everybody jealous especially suba who wants boon hoe to be there.

yeelyn, u r taking a pic of denise or the ceiling??

4 Azam's daddy is a real good singer. i didnt know that.

a pic of all of us. n the birthday girls are steffi (1st row 2nd from left) and alyssa (1st row 3rd from left)

The best surprise was what eu jin n i did. Everybody inside there was so high singing Shut Up by simple Plan and then suddenly the music stop and the tv screen stated 'Happy Birthday'. While everyone got shock i guess. Maybe they thought the tv spoil or something. Meanwhile EuJin and I outside laughing. The Red Box worker speaking to the other worker counting down 5,4,3,2,1 ok go. So he open the door and we went in with 2 cakes for Alyssa and Steffi. I bet steffi never expected this rite. Eujin, we did something good rite??

After singing in Red Box, went for a movie "Drag Me To Hell". Not my idea to watch the movie but since everybody watch most of the movies so watch lah. There is like no other movies to watch. It is scary like hell. It is my first and my last watching a horor movie in a cinema. Well i guess everybody scream except Adeline. I got no one to hug with when Dhirenn is also scared and trying to scare me while Steffi was hugging Suba. I like it when Suganya said "enough lah" when the kissing scenes make the whole cinema laugh. Their acting in this movie is not bad but i dont like the ending. I hate the ending, indeed. After watching 'He Is Not That Into You' and 'Drag Me To Hell' I begin to like Justin Long even more. He is not that hot or famous but dont know why i like him.

After movie, met ZY Lim again.So walked around and the others went back.

Only left 3 of us...Steffi, i know u always want your eyes to be big but u dont hv to do like this...

At the end went back to KLCC with Lim and he belanja me Japanese food in Sakae sushi.Food over ther is not bad lah but their service teruk gila. I ate slamon and more.

Went back by LRT after that. Even more generous of Lim, he waited for me until i get a taxi before he heads home. Unexpected huh he will do that....hahaha.

By the time i got back, i found out only my grandmother is at home. The others even my mom went to Tesco. Unexpexted again my mom didnt scold but a bit of nagging of me going out so long. I arrived at Lrt on that morning 10.30 and reach home 10.30 at night. 12 hours. damm tired eventhough it was not the latest i go back home. The latest was 1 something i guess.

Btw my mom stop me from buying shoes adi =( she says i have got too many shoes. well, i actually have 11 pair of shoes (2 boots, 2 sport shoes, 2 slipars, 2 ballet flats, 2 sandals and a heels). Not thet a lot rite??

tagged, tagged, tagged....

2009-06-13T19:04:00.003+08:00

why must steffi tag me???
So many questions to answer and so many things to type.

Rules:
*1. Those who get tagged must answer the question about themselves.

*2. At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged you(tagger).

*3. Continue this game by sending to other people.(refer to rule No.2)

Time: 7.07 p.m

Name: Beatrice Chung

Age/Birthday: 17 August

School: SMK Seksyen 5 Wangsa Maju

Elder sisters: none but i want one

Younger sisters: none.

Elder brothers: none but i want one

Younger brothers: none.

Favourite liquids[drinks]: red wine!!! haha trainned by my mom..

Favourite consumables[food]: spicy and cheesy

Favourite place to sleep: my bed if there is an a/c in my room

Flying?: as what sherlin said..give me a private jet

Swimming/Diving?: can slim down n grow taller i guess but it is tiring

How much friends in MSN?: 179

Couple?: :( nope. unless i dare to confess to naza

Lovedones?: everybody except some bitches out there.

Get kicked on the butt: too many of my frens until i cant remember.

Allergic?: mosquitto (thats how i got so many scars on my leg)

Gastric?: when i dont eat enough....but still not often cos i eat non-stop

Whole fortune: nobody knows wat is the future

Age of marriage?: 27 or 28

Children wanted?: a pair of twins (boy and a girl)

Age of death?: until i have done i really want to do in my life.

Animals in house?: two dogs..

Longest fingernail ever kept : i dont keep finger nails bcos it keep on break so i fed up.

Wanted birthday present : as long as i m happy with it n fun...

Q: In your dream, a God tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish.

What would you wish for?

A: I wish there will no more kind of sickness such as cancer, hepitatis b, hiv aids and more.

10 persons to tag :
i m not a bad fren to trouble u. since most ppl have been tag so i will tag nobody this time.

i m even smarter. i just copy n paste the question from steffi's blog. dont need to type so much. hahaha

hate it as much as u do.

2009-06-11T02:54:00.003+08:00

it is currently 3a.m in the morning and i m still stuck up here doing b.m project.I hate it so much.

1. Why must we do???
2. Why is only my school do stupid projects???
3. Why there is ever such projects??

I feel like killing myself doing this.

D.U.B.A.I!!!!!!

2009-06-10T00:59:00.007+08:00

At last I have got time to update my blog about Dubai!!!!!
This might be a very long post so Yin Shan, now you cannot say that my post is too short.

First i shall start from the plane.
Airlines : Emirates (best airlines)
Type of plane : Boeing 777 (best plane)
Time Duration : 6 hours ++ (should be longer)
Type of Class : Just Economy Class (i will seat in first/business class next 10 years)
Price of air ticket : RM1096.00 two way(dammm cheap)
Feeling on this plane : This is my second time seating in Boeing 777 using Emirates plane. This plane is way much better than airbus because the air steward is even hotter than other planes. Food is much delicious too and they serve us like so many times. Emirates service is really 1st class in the world. And the best thing of all the tv is touch screen and I can watch any movies (even new) i want.

This is the touch screen tv....

and this is me watching all the way except 1 hour or something i was too tired fell asleep.

On the 2nd day, went to Gold Souk. That town is full of shops selling gold. My eyes go blind seeing so much jewellery and gold. My mom have been like choosing jewellery like the whole day but at the end never buy. So sick of it...At night i ate Mongolian food somewhere over there with Uncle Peter that works in Dubai too in Emirates Airlines. This restaurant is the restaurant i went last 2 years over there also. The restaurant still never change even the food.

Sorry forgot to rotate this pic in the taxi. I move around using taxi and the taxi fare almost equalents to my air plane ticket. So expensive. Taxi over there is either Toyota Camry (even the latest model) or Toyota Innova. For the last 2 days, i sat in the bus instead and I hate sitting bus. Cos it takes hours to travel.

While my family and I was in Gold Souk waiting for Uncle Peter, we waited for him at the biggest gold ring in the world. It is real pure gold not fake. I cannot touch also when i went in the gold shop. Picture down there is the pic of me and the gold ring.

Shopping over there is really cool and fun too. Eventually I went shopping in the shopping malls for 6 days. I went to Dubai Mall (biggest shopping mall in world), Mall Of Emirates (where the Skiing is over there), Ibn Batthuta Mall (nearest to my dad's studio but this mall is really big), and Diera City Centre (things is cheaper here). Things in Dubai is really fucking expensive.

Outside the Dubai Mall with my mom.

At Marina Walk with my dad.

Sorry again for not rotating the pic.Pic in Dubai Mall waterfall.

Food over there is expensive which can cost over 100 bucks eating in the food court. Eventhough food is very expensive over there. But i still eat a lot until my stomach has really ig tummy in the pic below.

One and the only 7 stars hotel, Al BurjDubai Hotel. I will stay there one day. Who knows??

Lining up for taxi is like super long.....in Diera City Centre.

Highest and the tallest building in the world. It is still not finish building yet.

I went for the safari dessert where we sit in the car an the drivers play drifting in the sand dunes. Which is really cool.

This is what happen when i sink in the sand. So hard to get up. I need to drink water t get up. Hahahaha.....

I love this picture the most. I love the fine sand. I love the sunny sun. I love the wind. And I love the formation of dessert.Dont these camels look cute???? They are eating actually.

Me and the belly dancer at the camp site.

Well meet Danny and Natasha...they are the couple that sit with us in the land cruiser.

Natasha : I cant find my shoe...I will try finding over there.

Danny : (walk up on the stage and kneel down and shouted) Natasha, come over here!!!

Natasha : ( went to the stage)

Danny : Will you marry me??? ( taking out a big diamond ring)

Natasha : Oh My god!!!

And then some part i didnt really hear then i saw danny putting the ring on natasha's finger and the hug. it was so sweetttttttttt. Actually danny hide her shoes to make everybody stay back to propose to her. I want a boyfriend like him too. well actually he is kinda hot...nut nvm Beatrice, focus on Naza.

Nice huh the sunset??? Took it on the way back in the bus.

Well I dint went to the beach and get tanned because i have been under the A/c 24 hours. It is freezing actually. So thats is part of the Dubai trip cos I m just too lazy to write somemore.

Workshop!!!!

2009-06-09T12:43:00.002+08:00

The Svians who went for the workshop. Not in picture: Lim & Alex
My group. Only Alex and I from the same school in the group.

I went back earlier because i need to rush to KLIA cos flight to Dubai is 7.30 p.m.

16 May 2009 - Reena's Birthday

2009-06-09T12:30:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday, Reena!!!!!
we did a surprise party for her at Pizza Hut.
Well many people came...
I am so sorry posting it so late

2 May 2009 - LeeHom's Malaysia Concert

2009-06-09T11:30:00.011+08:00

sorry for the late post....
That is LeeHom whn he is playing th piano.

Yeah...this is the crowd

He walked pass me!!!

He turn up in the middle stage whish is just behind me.

Me sweating in during the concert.

a photo from the screen.

The merchandise i bought.

i even get angpau for the concert...

At the end i love it.....

The concert was fabulous...

Happy Mother's Day!!!

2009-05-10T18:46:00.002+08:00

Nama beliau Josephine Pang Kam Ee....
Beliau ibu saya...

I write on top as though i am writting a malay essay by a small kid.
Anyway, Happy Mother's day mom...
you have been the closest to me since i m born.
i m sorry to say that even dad wil never can be as good as you
I will always love you...muaxxxx

P.S Mid year exam is two days more...and i am not ready.

SCREWED!!!!

2009-05-09T13:26:00.002+08:00

i m all screwed up...

i m like a real true failure.

exam is like a couple of weeks some more.

last exam i fail in flying colours and my mom screamed at me for the whole day.

i need better results for this coming exam.

maybe i was pick up from the dustbin.

i love everything.

2009-05-01T01:20:00.003+08:00

i love everything that happen today except getting lecturing from teacher.
it was really really fun today.
I love Alex Ng man on his presentation....

ahhhh whateva the most thing i love now is LEE HOM'S CONCERT!!!
it is getting nearer and nearer....AHHHHHHHHH
btw who is going for his concert???
Nobody teman me go there...so lonely..
tell me ok if any of u going...

sorry

2009-04-26T23:55:00.002+08:00

so sorry for those few pictures for the battle of the bands only.
n the video havent upload yet.
my laptop today kinda sucky keep on hanging.
i think i need to clean virus.

By the way, watch Britain Has Got Talent in youtube.
Damm nice.
Susan Boyle singing really beat everybody even those from America salute her.
Flawless dancing is damm good too.
There are some is like damm funny.
Go and watch.

25th April 2009

2009-04-26T23:00:00.007+08:00

first aid training is kinda fun...
Didnt know that Nicholas V. is good in drums.

Mars vs Venus!!!

No comment on this...

Kyeli's group.

exam

2009-04-19T18:57:00.002+08:00

exam is like just 12 more hours from now and i still havent started to study seriouly.
I am dead...failing soon.

more pictures

2009-04-18T12:27:00.036+08:00

My class, 4 Cekal trip to this school
I love my class, 4 cekal!!!

And thats me eating lolipop!!
Taken in their school canteen....

Dont ask me why Suba's nose sticking out there.

No hot girls neither guys. Just kiss the wall!!!
We just love chocolates!!!
Suba looks pittiful in this picture between this two guys.
Caught red handed...

I have no idea what pose is that.

This is so dramatic!!!

Dont get us wrong. We are not couple.

I look stupid in this pic but Steffi love it.Damm hot while taking this pic..This is what happens when u r bore in someone else school.

I love the sky man!!!

Tan Jack Kie is juat too shy to take pictureDuring in the bus.

They play cards everyday.
The nerds group who sits at the backSuba promoting my shopaholic book..Look at that face on the right.
They are exhausted.
Intan and me...Kononnya baca buku!!!

This the bising group.

Our weird expression.

I m damm bimbo man

She is addicted to planes adi

steffi and me.

kinda dark... suba concerntrating folding her plane

This is what they always do in class.

Jia Hui, Leslie, Chloe and Eu Jin

uploading.

2009-04-18T12:19:00.003+08:00

sorry pictures that day i took i will upload later...
i need to go out now...
sorry...

a picture speak a thousand word of happiness...

2009-04-18T11:37:00.004+08:00

me and steffi!!!at klcc!!!

at lrt station.Boon Hoe having depression??

directing....

2009-04-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

"CUT!!! CUT!!!! CUT!!!!"
"Why you laugh,hah?? Be serious okay...Dont laugh anymore"

Thats what I say during the shooting in my school...
Can you imagine???
I sang 5 times or more Negaraku, ikrar dont know how may times and more..
So stupid!!!
But i had a great time directing(i got laughing syndrome)
Yee Lyn is the actor and the helper(since she help Jia Hui for water)
Jia Hui is the actress(kinda malas n demanding)
Kyeli is the make up artist(help Jia Hui her make up)
Should see the movie...
Coming soon :D

I am so tired now..maybe not after drinking nescafe at 6.
I am doing my Finance Report now n later need to do my homework.
maybe need to burn mid night oil again :(

F.R.I.E.N.D.S!!!

2009-04-12T00:07:00.002+08:00

You must be wondering why I am blogging about friends, right??
It is because I am starting to miss them already....
I know the last I seen them is on Friday but I cant help it..

Sudddenly I got this feeling of missing my friends especially my Melawati friends,
My friends that never goes to school on Friday..
Everybody seems to have their own life out there....
I miss the old times when I had during primary school, form 1 and form 2..

happy go lucky..:D

2009-04-11T01:24:00.002+08:00

I wish to bring my camera to school....
for fun take pictures, got that addiction from Ashley Jacelyn.
Thank you, Ash!!

Today Boon Hoe belanja me ice cream, yeah...
I have never eat ice cream since long time ago since i cough so badly
except a cone of MCD ice cream a week ago or two.
I cant remember!!!

Finish watching E.U today and that show just finish like that :(
I wont be seeing Sammul Chan until dont know when.

David Archuletta's showcase is tomorrow but I cannot go :(
Mom says exam coming and I need to study man!!!
I sure fail in my exams...

going nuts....

2009-04-06T22:31:00.002+08:00

on saturday, i eat and eat the whole day in ipoh :
mood was not that good so i eat..

on sunday, i slept the whole day in my grandmother's house :
mood was still not good & not feeling well..

today, tuition the whole day :
every monday i got lots of tuition.

"Beatrice, why you looks so thin and pale these few days??"

-quoted from my maid and aunty.

But still the ic picture that i make today turn out that i look fat!!!

He still havent talk to me yet.

I tried talking to him but fail...

never even reply my message...

making me feel sick when think about it...

how am i going to face him in achool tomorrow???

i dont want to go to school...

right or wrong

2009-04-02T23:50:00.002+08:00

he is my best friend...
he makes me awake when i m sleepy...
the way he disturbs me make feel miss it when u r not around..
making me happy..
and how can he just hurt my feelings just like that...
i know fighting for 1 and half hour and at the end i feel like crying....
i never understand what r u thinking nor u understands me...
i just wish that u apologize....
by saying "sorry" already meant a lot to me.
i m not blaming u for everything...mayb i wrong tooo
"I am sorry if i hurt your feelings or something"
u make me feel i m wrong in every action i did...
i dont know why this time fight makes me feel like crying...
well we actually never fight so serious before....

just hate it....

2009-04-02T14:58:00.003+08:00

i hate it when i m being compared to someone else....
it just make me feel a like total failure..
i know i m not smart nor talented....i m just a normal human being who want a happy life..
thats all!!!!
i will be already happy to see my surroundings are happy.

i hate it when y.e meetings fights....
i m not telling who but please dont fight....
i feels guilty when cant advise people not to fight as i m the finance director :(
i really really hope u guys just work together....

i hate bithches....
especially the one very mengada-ngada one,
the one always thinks they are the best in everything,
the one looks down on you,
the one scolds u as though u r the one who is wrong,
the one back stabs u,
the one that is racise on races and she thinks that she is not

untitled....

2009-03-30T23:41:00.004+08:00

i was so sleepy during physics tuition...

but then someone told me something and make me laugh laugh n awake...

thanks to him....XD

"wear bigger bra when you drive next time",

- quoted by ZY Lim

Dont ask me how it works and why he say that....

Now i m seriously superly very tired...

i need to sleep...

my panda eyes now can see easily eventhough see from far....

more than words...

2009-03-29T13:05:00.002+08:00

i got a lot a lot of things to say since i never blog for quite some time

1st is EARTH HOUR.....
i didnt get to capsuare because i was suppose to be in ipoh which i m not.....
i sent sms to all my friends to off their lights....
i off my lights for 1 hour....
and i can see that many malaysians didnt off their lights...
it is only people part of kl did that....
cant malaysian just obey and save energy for 1 hour.....
cant malaysia just be like other country off all their lights even the street lights...
u should see the picture of kl from the sky still so bright...
only my my house and my neighbour off our lights...
others NO!!!!
damm shit man they all...

2nd SPORTS DAY
first time my school did the sports day in selayang stadium
n it was so HOT!!!!
i got sun burn especially my aunty keep on calling me to wash my face...
she thought my face is dirty cos it is brown....
n i kept telling her i got sun burn and we argue because of this...
a stadium without shelter and sit under the sun until 2pm!!!
i got headache man moreover my sickness havent recovered fully...
at night i went add maths tuition, u should ask lim zheng yi how sexy is my voice...
more sexy than yvone's one
i was whispering more than talking....
it makes me so quite...didnt talk much..

3rd SKIPPING SCHOOL
haha i skip school two days in a week...
i never did this record for this year...
i m so grateful...
but i was sick
what to do??

4th CONFESSION OF SHOPAHOLIC
really funny.....
especially when she dance....
i love Rebecca Bloomwood man...
not the actress but the character....
i should say i love Sophie Kinsella by producing such a great story...
once i told suba i will name my daughter Kinsella...hahah
i always love Shopaholic books
make me addicted to shopping...
but i need to save up only can shop.....

forever wishing....

2009-03-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

i m forever wishing that time can goes back.....

that is what i m wishing everytime.....

i wish superman is my brother or something...

where should i start???

guess what...

i was sick since sunday until now...

and

i got robbed today!!!!!

freaking sad...

lost my new pencil box included calculator,

my wallet included my I/c and more cards,

my medicines....

and more lah...

went to police station and

i got to learn many things over there...

now basically i dont have even a single sen

so next topic...

before its is too late...

Happy Birthday Justin...

u r old already....haha

thumbs up!!!

2009-03-21T00:11:00.002+08:00

well i just finish reading my friends blog:

most of them write real good especially

one of them....

she writes real good

i like the way she writes

pictures that she posted also real nice...

i love those photos as well...

i always enjoy rading her blog

i enjoy reding everybody's blog lah

she makes her blog so interesting...

she makes me want to learn more from her

she is....

Sherlinajit Kaur!!!

i m not kidding...

hahah=)

not the only one...

2009-03-20T00:35:00.003+08:00

i m not the only one that is crazy about e.u
i m not the only one that says e.u rocks
even wei wei and yvone says so....
that show is gettng more and more interesting and gan cheong...
my heart beat beats even faster the more i watch...
i dont mind watching how many times
cos this show is among the best show i have watched for this year...

why cant sammul chan comes to malaysia for once....
is there a promo for e.u in malaysia like they use to have for moonlight resonance and other shows???

ponteng.....

2009-03-19T16:15:00.002+08:00

guess where i am.....

i m in v2....

i ponteng sejarah in sinar tuition

for 1/2 an hour

with yee lyn

eu jin

geng hor....

i m seriously so desperate for the next e.u that

will be coming out next monday...

watch until so gan cheong u noe.....

not fair stephanie got astro on demand

dont need to wait for so long...

haiz....

i miss sammul cahn kin fung!!!!

how i wish i am his girlfriend....

how i wish i m staying in hk
now i m even crazier on him more than the others....

gosh...i m going nuts..

desperating.....

2009-03-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

i m desrperate for a lot of things...
the 1st is money....
i want more money....

2nd, shopping. Oh my god!!!! whenever i m near a shopping area i just feel like shopping but i m bakrupt at the moment.

went to klcc and times square yesterday with steffi, boon hoe, cj and charles (i think i spell his name correctly) and more but dont really know their name....sorry.
and i spend a lot of money in shopping yeaterday...
more than RM250 but less than RM300...in between that:
steffi and i share in jun yan's wallet from extreme
then bought alyssa a handbag from roxy which i already gave it to her in tuition just now
and another 3 person birthday present from extreme and roxy and i m not telling whose..
and lee hom's album for me =)

steffi bought me david archuletta cd just because i told her i like him. at first i thought she bought for the skater dudes but then she gave it to me. i got shock. i thought she was just joking. but thanks so much.... i love you steffi!!!!

dont ever under estimate this girl shopping abbilities....she is the best shopaholic i know in real life.

ever since this year i got to know steffi more and better i already anggap her as one of my best friend already. she cheered me up when i m down.....

and alyssa, my mom says that you r thin....and i was like laughing and laughing

my mind was thinking wat abt steffi or pei yin...

haha

my mind still thinking about sammul chan...what am i going to do???

hahaha.....lol

when heart melts.....

2009-03-13T23:42:00.006+08:00

I can't deny hot girls - quoted by Yee Lyn

And I cant deny hot guys,

although i am still single and

tak pernah couple

pernahlah but it didn't even last for 24 hours

so not counted :D

There is 4 guys that always stay in my heart....

when i hear thier voice,

sees them

automatically my hearts melt like

putting an ice cream in the dessert during summer..

They are......

Raymond Lam Fung

Sammul Chan Kin Fung

Alexander Wang Lee Hom

and

Nicholas Teo / Zhang Dong Liang

dont think it is in order...
i love them equally
dont ask me why i love them..
cos i dont know how to answer you...
tell me who is the best among 4 of them...
please...
haha:)

E.U !!!!!

2009-03-13T23:20:00.003+08:00

After ten years behind the bars in Taiwan, Kong Sai-Hao (Micheal Miu) finally returns to Hong Kong. Other than the hope to find his daughter Yau-Yau (Elaine Kong) to mend their relationship, he also plans for revenge. On one hand, he pretends to surrender to triad boss To Yik-Tin (Lam Lee), the man who caused him to be jailed. On the other hand, he tries to gain trust from police officers Chung Lap-Man (Ron Ng) and Lee Pak-Kiu (Sammul Chan). Lee refuses to have a criminal as his friend, but Chung becomes close to Kong to gain inside information about To's activities. To keeps a close watch on Kong but purposely shows that he trusts Laughing (Micheal Tse) more and intentionally puts him in a high position, but Kong uses To's wife Ching Yeuk-Sam (Kathy Chow) in the organization as an influence to help Kong rise up the ranks. To is killed and Kong ascends to become the head of the triad. Later, Chung becomes an official undercover agent for the police force with the intention of exposing Kong's triad crimes. He isolates himself from Lee in order to protect his undercover identity.
Just when Kong thought that he was in control, his drug dealing business fails. Kong discovers that the people he trusted the most had betrayed, tricked and used him

I love this show so much....
This show really rocks!!!

I LOVE SAMMUL CHAN KIN FUNG!!!

whooosh whooosh

2009-03-10T19:22:00.002+08:00

all my sad just whoosh whooosh gone away after having fun at alyssa's house.
it starts when we taking pictures instead of doing our y.e presentations.

lots and lots of pictures

2009-03-08T16:02:00.005+08:00

me drinking dono what soup...

do we looks alike??

Gambateh Mika!!! Mika! Mika! Mika!

the pig looks cute lah..

Eu Jin look so gay...haha

there is actually more pics but lazy to upload

a fantastic day....

2009-03-05T23:26:00.005+08:00

today was a fantastic day eventhough sitting in the toilet b'cos of cirit-birit

all thanks to nz opposite my school

it was fantastic cos i dont need to go to school.yeah...

i got lee hom's fever already...

he is coming to malaysia for concert yeah!!!!!

Venue : National Stadium, Bukit Jalil

Date : 2nd May 2009

Time : 8pm

i might be buying the RM 398 ticket...so i hope someone can teman me that night also.

life is complicated

2009-03-01T13:36:00.002+08:00

tears roll down on my cheeks everytime

why everybody around me in life seems to be so perfect but not me...
i m always the total failure...

i always lose the things that i want n gain those things that i never ever want in my life...
i hate my life...
i always being compared....
i hardly gets any praises but more criticsm....
i know i m stupid....

sometimes i really feel that y on earth i m born for if everybody expect from me to be perfect in everything...y i m still living here for???

bad days.....

2009-02-25T22:59:00.003+08:00

i am having bad days these few days.....

1st, my results are quite bad....
2nd, i lost my pencil box today....
this two things really ake me frustrated..:(

i want to learn photoshop....
can either lim or yvone teach me???

my mind now is keep on playing Sk8er Boi song by Avril Lavigne....all thanks to Steffi for it...

how do u ppl put photos at the top of yr blog??? I am so blur.....

long long long

2009-02-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

this will be a long long long post ever cos i hv neverpost for a long long long time....
but i will try to cut it shorter...
n i know that my blog is in mess
i m busy wif y.e stuff and studies these days...

ok i start wif my valentines day 1st....
early morning hv to wake up for school for that bestarithon day or something...
then i hv to stand for the vips arrival....so i was just like a decoration!!!!
then y.e buisness start after that....
so we began to yell yell yell, dunk dunk dunk and collect money money money....
until it ends at 1.30 pm....by the time i get back home is already 2 something...
then quickly bath n eat n go to lrt station to meet yee lyn n lim
went to klcc then walk to pavillion then walk to sg.wang then walk back to pavillion then walk back to sg.wang then walk back to pavillion then walk back to klcc n sit lrt come back.
in pavillion,
i met justin, serena, judson, keegan and angelina n steffi start joining us dat time
went to sg.wang for one fm concert.
I met alyna and yin shan....
gary, genie and rynn only make me feel like i m in cncert...
it was my 1st time i sit on the ground while everybody standing while singers singing n singing... like having picnic in concert!!!
that day was hilarious an d i was so so exhausted. whole day walking n standing....
my whole body ache so much....
the mnute i get back home, i shower as fast as i can n get to sleep until i forgot i got tuition the next morning... hahaha
but i was the mot memorable n fun day ever in my life....
what do u think??? 1st time i go out on valentines day....
sayang only no boyfriend :(

this week ntg happen much cos of exam
n the exam is super hard cos i didn't even touch the book...
all i did is watch tv, eat n sleep
n then the next day i found myself in school sitting on the table thinking so hard for the answer..

went to bank with pn.lim n alyssa for masuk money....
then pn.lim belanja us lunch....yeah!!!!
n can u believe it i wore the same t-shirt with eu jin in tuition..
so malu weii.... n they say couple t-shirt...ah bullshit
i cant believe yee lyn separate the gay partners to sit with wei ming....hahaha
i have to admit it that wei ming is cute lah with his leng zai+blur looks in his face
he is a very fun guy to kacau n talk to....lol
we had so much fun in chemistry class eventhough there is no alyssa...

long right my post this time???
well done n thank you for those who read all....congratulations!!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

2009-01-29T14:46:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!! At last I got the time to on my computer...I went back to Ipoh. Get not many angpaus this year. I ajak Gurmeet out but no time also see him also. No car to sent me to Tapah to see Yvone...so sorry..
Overall, my CNY is equally fun and boring. The fun part is playing fireworks, winning in gambling, watching TV, eating and sampatness and become "xiao cha bo" with my cousins and getting angpaus. The boring part is no car to visit my friend, losing in gambling and most shop in Jusco and Ipoh Parade close shop. No where to walk or shop. As usual, I will eat eat and eat. Until i got tummy adi eventhough i can feel that there is no food in my stomach at all. Can you believe that I am the 3rd fattest among all my cousins. When I m in primary school, I was the thinnest among all of them but now i m the 3rd fattest...GOSH>> I need to exercise more and eat lesser...
The worst part of my holiday is my stupid Sony Erricson phone cacat again. so shit lah....i fed up adi. I wan to buy new phone but most of the phone shops i usually go never open.
I will post my CNY pictures, GEL's birthday party in Feeling later..Not now

busy lately...

2009-01-19T18:41:00.003+08:00

This is how many books I bought....

WOW at last I got to online. I am so freaking busy lately all thanks to being a Form 4 which has tonnes of homework and report to write. I dont even have the time to touch the computer. I think I will blog once a week at least better than nothing right. Chinese New Year is coming and I havent buy enough clothes and shoes for it too. I feel that it is not enough but my mom says I got enough...I went to eat in Imbi Palace yesterday for lunch with my mom, aunties, uncle and two guy cusins. I and another one of the guy just sit down, shut up and eat. We are like competing eating but haha I won!!! While others talk talk talk and talk. Non-stop talking. Went to Ampang Point to buy books from Popular. Bought a lot and the bill come out fell like fainting already. RM290 something and somemore minus the RM57 discount adi. Luckily my mom pay if not I will be bankrap adi. Even I take the books also I sway while I was walking as though I am drunk.I am becoming nerd.My mind keep on thinking of a christmas song that composed by Eujini. My ming is corrupted by him.

charity for the weekend

2009-01-11T23:11:00.004+08:00

Me forcing the kids to drink it...

The medicines I am in charge with..

Feel the heat of CNY!!!

Members of Rotary Club Of Kelana Jaya...my mom is in there...

With family....

With the Rotarians around the world...

Guess what I was doing charity for the weekend...

I went for the Rotary Club Of Kelana Jaya 17th Anniversary Dinner....

Yesterday only I know where I inherited the gossiping value....from my mom!!

She is a gossiper!!! Worst than me....

Today I went to Teluk Gong somewhere in Port Klang. I woke up at 5am!!! I only slept for 4 hours and the next thing you found me after a coupleof hours I woke up, you will see me doing charity. This is not just a normal charity like going orphanage or collecting rubbish but it is a medical outreach. I am in in charge of deworming. That means kill your worm in your stomach!!! My mom didnt go for this thanks to her those Lilian Too Feng Shui talk. Imagine I have been doing charity since I am 3 years old... so semangat right?? More over, at least two months once I will do charity. By doing this I also can get to go for student exchange this year end. Hahaha!!